When my grandma passed away, I was very sad. We were closed and losing her was painful to me. I was just out of college and i asked, "how come nobody ask me how I feel?" That was almost 15 years ago.
As God slowly takes people around me away, I finally started to understand what God is doing. God doesn't want me to be sad. Its not about me, its about people around me. God is giving me another chance to love people around me more, while i still can. God wanted me to make people around me less sad. God want me to be there for them and say "its ok".
Life is always busy and things are always inconvenient. While I still can, I will be there.
I am here.